Today has been a good day with news and pictures from the NICU. N has hit 4 1/2 lbs ... yeah! He is growing and recently "graduated" to a feeding tube through his nose which allows him to get better suction when bottle feeding. He is taking some bottle feeds every day .. soon I hope that is all he will get but for now the feeding tube helps out so he does not get too tired out from eating on his own. That is all great news! Hopefully he will be a super champ at eating soon - I know is Mama is loving every moment that she gets to snuggle her sweet little boy close.
The pain of loosing little J is still so raw and it stings my heart thinking about it all. It is just so hard to understand why his story had to be written this way and not wish for it all to be so very different. I pray that in time the heart ache will lessen for all of us ... but I know that even time it will never make it completely go away. Hearing news about little N does soothe the pain and definitely brings lots of joy.
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