I got a long email from L yesterday ... I was so happy to hear from her and to know that little N is doing good. His follow-up appointments are going well. He does pull little smurf tricks and turns blue on occasion which is so scary but I know his mama is watching over him very closely...she is such a strong woman. I also got a couple of new pictures and his little cheeks are getting so cute and chubby ~ I just want to squeeze them.
I felt so many emotions flooding over me as I was reading her email. We have been bound together by a very emotionally taxing experience and very few people can relate to the journey we have been through. The grief and loss that lies so tender right under the surface of everyday can very difficult to navigate and come to terms with. I can only imagine how hard it is to be at home with one sweet little baby but missing the other. I know how much the loss has impacted me, how much I miss little J and wish that he was here with us. Their feelings of loss are so much more amplified and I send many good thoughts of healing and strength to her and J. Many hugs to you my dear friend ~ you are never far from my prayers.
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