This summer has been busy and we are only in the beginning of July.
My daughter graduated from high school and went to New York for a senior trip with a friend. They had a fantastic trip with a small hick up here and there. They returned with big smiles, energized and full of the excitement that traveling to new places spur on. Many has said to me that they could not let their daughter go of and do that alone ... but letting go of the reins is what we must do to let them grow, explore and start their independent adulthood - even when it is hard. I guess I have the benefit of already having experienced her traveling away from home to attend a year of high school abroad.
My biggest challenge is yet to come though. My rocking awesome girl has been a Poolee in the Marine DEP (Delayed Entry Program) over her senior year of high school. This has meant extra PT once a week and every third Saturday of the month over the last twelve months. When the Marine recruiter first called she was a uncertain but agreed to come in to hear more ... by the time she was leaving that first meeting, she was ready to sign-up. We took the information home for a few days to discuss and digest .. this was new territory. She enlisted in the DEP and has worked out hard for the last year. Now we are standing on the threshold of letting her go and taking a big new step forward. She leaves for boot camp on Sunday with swearing in ceremony on Monday.
I am so extremely proud of her even as my emotions are mixed with trepidation and sadness that I will not get to hear from her or see her over the next 13 weeks of bootcamp and also over events that may unfold over the next many years. I know my girl is strong and I know she is excited for this challenge. When she steps on those yellow footsteps and becomes a recruit on Monday, there is no going back. I know that the Marines will break her down to build her back up and I know she will come back forever changed. There is a myriad of emotions fighting in my heart - being proud that she is choosing to serve our great country is winning.
For the next few days I will be pouring on the love and hope that she will take every good memory of growing up, family time, senior year, New York fun and so much more with her in her heart to sustain her during the hard times in boot camp. I love you honey girl ... so much more than you will ever know.
