Way back when we first found out we were expecting I learned that my due date was on my mother's birthday. It was such a sweet thing to share with her...to tell her that I had a great present for her but that she would need to come here to enjoy it.
She planned a trip to come and stay for both graduation, Zola's birth and both of our birthdays. I was so excited to have her come and celebrate some life changing moments with me. A new career, a new baby and turning 40 ~ lots of changes all in one month.
She arrived a few days before graduation and well today she left. Way short of her expected stay date. Her anger and discontentment had been brewing for a few days and I got mad too and was unable to rectify the situation. So she simply packed her suitcase and walked out the door and left. She was supposed to be here with me and instead she left....with the words that she was never ever ever coming back to visit me again.
I am heart broken - I really wanted to share this time in my life with her but I guess it was just not meant to be. I feel like I have lost again .. and this time it was someone very very dear to me. I am just not sure how it all happened so fast and why she could not see through her anger and stay.
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