Thursday, January 12, 2012

To spill the beans or not...

Not!  I am just not quite ready to share - not yet anyway.  It feels like I am keeping a secret and everyone who knows me, know that I am terrible with secrets... all I want to do is blurt it out. 

Those of you who read my blog, know my struggles with understanding the fall out and aftermath of my last surrogacy journey...some things are just hard to understand.   It was a scary experience and it has touched me deeply and changed me in so many ways.  Despite of the outcome, my dreams and wishes for pursuing another pregnancy ~ another journey are still here....and this is really no a secret ...however, it is not something that I have openly shared with many outside of this forum.  Actually very few in my family (outside of my hubby and kiddos) know that I am even considering another surrogacy journey. 

It is a sweet feeling of something coming along quite nicely.  Trust me when I say that it is very difficult to keep it all in when you feel like you are bursting at the seems.  Somehow though I am not yet ready to share all the excitement that these first few weeks of January has brought along... but it is coming - I promise ...stay tuned!


RebekahRose said...

Awww - I can't wait until you are ready to share all the details! :)

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